did she guard her yoko-human heart?
i am at work at the area desk and -- surprise! -- i'm bored.
chris is ignoring me on AIM, though not on purpose, i'm sure. i should be doing
my homework or
my other homework, or even some of my other homeworks involving pitch accent in shuri and kyoto dialects, or tone sandhi in chaozhou, or ogori contraction or arabic broken plurals. doesn't that all sound very exciting?!? but instead i'm sitting here listening to
dar and thinking about
all the
new fun
things i got to take to europe with me. they are very exciting things and i want to pack everything up RIGHT NOW and leave. i don't want to do the other things that have to happen before i can leave, though, like take finals, and sell a bunch of clothes and books and things -- i am terrible at getting rid of things -- and pack my other stuff and put it somewhere (storage unit? uck) and find a place to live, without
shelby, who is going to
school in seattle after all.
yesterday, instead of doing my many homeworks, i played
my new game and
my other new game. and tonight, instead of doing my homework, we're going to see star wars.
but now it is 5:30 and so i have to go to late slips for the movies.
you can see a million miles tonight, but you can't get very far
so, i'm back. i wanted to totally redo everything on the page, but i realized i won't have time until next fall, and i would freak everybody out if i left nothing here for that long. more people than i expected commented on my total absence, actually. which was slightly comforting. but anyway, i won't have time to redo this page until fall, because i have NO time this term as it is, and i'll be in france this summer where i'll have to pay for internet. and then i thought, hey! if i put the blog back up, i can post regular things about what i'm doing, and then i won't have to email everyone all the time! so i am putting it back up.
now, some explanation: i made someone angry. i was also having a particularly bad day, but even on normal days i'm always looking for excuses to think i'm less important than everyone else, so i jumped at the chance. i'm sure that by putting this back up, i'll be making that person angry again, especially since i don't think the behavior in question was very wrong, so i'm also going to issue a disclaimer:
this blog is about me. in fact, this website is about me. as such, i write occasionally about things that pertain to my personal life. in doing so, i also tend to write about people that are close and important to me. sometimes i even write about how i feel about those people! although i'm always very careful to not write anything i wouldn't say to the person, because i think finding important things out through web pages is a stupid thing. so if you don't like what i'm writing, i'm sorry, but i don't think i'm out of line with what i write, and so you're going to have to deal with it.
there.
anyway, i'm at work now and i'm supposed to be doing my homework but i am having an academic crisis! i don't know what to do and i don't understand and i can't do it. i want to withdraw from phonology but then i won't be full time, and i don't know when they are offering it again. i just don't know. i can't be up all night every night? that doesn't seem right, does it? but i can't flunk. and i can't drop either one. so what else can i do?
maybe lie on the floor. that might be the right answer.
we went to see "who's afraid of virginia woolf?" last night. it was very good and very depressing. i mean, i was depressed before (well, duh) but it didn't help. now i'm hopeless. the woman in the play lied (? i can never keep my lies and my lays straight, haha) on the tiles in the bathroom. that sounds nice and cool. i wish we had tiles in the bathroom. i would like to lie on them.
